*__*

What does it mean??
I don’t know. I think you the only one that know it.
I mean, I don’t talk to you that you should be my man. That I want to talk is, you should be yourself.
I know all the time is already pass, we can’t move it back. Just face th reality.
As the proverb said: Yesterday is memory, today is reality and tomorrow is mystery.

Just focus to our vision.
That’s all.

You used to,,,,

You used to love me with all your heart.
You used to chase me.

Still you remember it?
But now you're going to love another one.
After you promise to me, after we feel the happiness.

I know it was my fault that you have the reason to have the other girl.
However, I think we can talk about it.
You don’t need to hurt me like this.
Hurt me like this.

I'm happy to let you go, but never say that you never loved me.
I was painful when listen to it, to be honest I could not hear it.
Don’t lying your heart for her. Just go away, but don’t hurt me.
Honestly I'm willing to take it, but I don’t want to hear that you never loved me.

Struggle in Paraphrase

Huffff,,,,,,,

Who was the crazy one? I’m or my lecture? Haha

Till this time, I still struggle with my assignment,

Paraphrase sentences from the article.

Article?  Can you imagine? I have to read those article that have millions of pages (my exaggerates). Haha. That’s fine if those article have a public English language, but in this case I mean in this article, in this article, the writer use an English language in a higher level (as my lecture said that those article using in postgraduate (S2). Ckckc. My lecture already knows that the article isn’t not our parts, but why he still ask us to do that?  That’s odd, right? Doing something that we shouldn’t do.  Huaaa,,,,,

However, as a good student, I have to do that. :D

Thanks my beloved lecture, you teach me how to,,n how to.

I don’t know

Feeling that I don’t know what is that,

I mean it’s not talk about love, not at all. NOTHING!

I just get confused,

It’s called Galau? No,,,it’s not.

Sometimes I just want to go away, walk away, and far away.

I have so many question that I want to ask, but nobody can tell me why.

I was in the middle of position that maybe I am the only one in this word that ever have it.

Why???????????????????????????????????????

I want to cry, but I can’t. I want to bow down in Jesus’ foot, and I needed His hug.

My tear is embarrassed to go out and dripping,

Maybe it wants to tell me that I shouldn’t cry.

 but,,,I can't,,,I can't prevent it,,I can't hide it. I have to cry,,I have to selfish however is that.

I don't care what people said. God,,,I need You. please,,wipe my tear,,

no one can do it for me,,they just wipe it and then commenting all things,,"you shouldn't do it,, you should like this, like that, and like those,,,"

I hate those<<<<<!!!!!!!!! 

                                                                                                                                          #just my trash# 

                                                                                                                                             Salatiga 'JeSi'

"Jar Of Hearts"

No, I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time


And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And I've learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time


Dear, It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
'Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back


And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Teori Lelucon

Saya suka dengan lelucon. Saya suka tertawa dan saya sangat suka dengan hal2 yang lucu. Apalagi kalau dengar orang bercerita lucu. Tapi anehnya saya tidak akan tertawa lagi jika cerita itu sudah pernah saya dengar. Saya rasa semua orang begitu yak? Haha,,! Jadi itu bukan hal yang aneh, bukan?

Ok, aq mau bilang sesuatu. Berhubungan ama cerita lucu. Coba kita pejamkan mata dan buka mata hati. Pernahkah kita dengar hal2 yang lucu dari cerita orang? Dan apakah anda tertawa? Pastinya iya kan? Nah, besok atau beberapa hari kemudian anda mendengar lagi, apakah anda masih tertawa sama seperti saat anda tertawa ketika pertama kali mendengarnya? Tentunya tidak kan? Nah, gitu juga dengan hal atau masalah dalam hidup kita. Kenapa seringkali kita menangis atau menyesali sesuatu hal yang udah 2 atau  3 kali terjadi di hidup kita? Kita sering menangisi masalah2 di hidup kita. Padaha masalah itu udah sering terjadi ada dihidup kita. Coba kita praktekin teori lelucon itu, TERTAWA KETIKA PERTAMA KALI ITU MENDENGARNYA? MENANGISI MASALAH KETIKA MASALAH ITU PERTAMA KALI TERJADI DAN TIDAK AKAN MENANGISINYA LAGI JIKALAU SUATU KETIKA MASALAH YANG SAMA MENIMPA  KITA.

So, udah nangkep kan readers?