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What does it mean??
I don’t know. I think you the only one that know it.
I mean, I don’t talk to you that you should be my man. That I want to talk is, you should be yourself.
I know all the time is already pass, we can’t move it back. Just face th reality.
As the proverb said: Yesterday is memory, today is reality and tomorrow is mystery.

Just focus to our vision.
That’s all.

You used to,,,,

You used to love me with all your heart.
You used to chase me.

Still you remember it?
But now you're going to love another one.
After you promise to me, after we feel the happiness.

I know it was my fault that you have the reason to have the other girl.
However, I think we can talk about it.
You don’t need to hurt me like this.
Hurt me like this.

I'm happy to let you go, but never say that you never loved me.
I was painful when listen to it, to be honest I could not hear it.
Don’t lying your heart for her. Just go away, but don’t hurt me.
Honestly I'm willing to take it, but I don’t want to hear that you never loved me.

Struggle in Paraphrase

Huffff,,,,,,,

Who was the crazy one? I’m or my lecture? Haha

Till this time, I still struggle with my assignment,

Paraphrase sentences from the article.

Article?  Can you imagine? I have to read those article that have millions of pages (my exaggerates). Haha. That’s fine if those article have a public English language, but in this case I mean in this article, in this article, the writer use an English language in a higher level (as my lecture said that those article using in postgraduate (S2). Ckckc. My lecture already knows that the article isn’t not our parts, but why he still ask us to do that?  That’s odd, right? Doing something that we shouldn’t do.  Huaaa,,,,,

However, as a good student, I have to do that. :D

Thanks my beloved lecture, you teach me how to,,n how to.

I don’t know

Feeling that I don’t know what is that,

I mean it’s not talk about love, not at all. NOTHING!

I just get confused,

It’s called Galau? No,,,it’s not.

Sometimes I just want to go away, walk away, and far away.

I have so many question that I want to ask, but nobody can tell me why.

I was in the middle of position that maybe I am the only one in this word that ever have it.

Why???????????????????????????????????????

I want to cry, but I can’t. I want to bow down in Jesus’ foot, and I needed His hug.

My tear is embarrassed to go out and dripping,

Maybe it wants to tell me that I shouldn’t cry.

 but,,,I can't,,,I can't prevent it,,I can't hide it. I have to cry,,I have to selfish however is that.

I don't care what people said. God,,,I need You. please,,wipe my tear,,

no one can do it for me,,they just wipe it and then commenting all things,,"you shouldn't do it,, you should like this, like that, and like those,,,"

I hate those<<<<<!!!!!!!!! 

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